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#76 2009-02-22 5:23 pm

Bren
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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

dhack21 wrote:

Good Luck Bren, Kicking my addiction was no easy task. Just keep away from the stuff and people that push it and youll do fine. Also, take up another hobby. Like smoking or drinking. Thats what I did and while those are bad habits they arent nearly as bad as methamphetamine.

Thank you.

Smoking and drinking wouldn't be as bad habits for me personally, 'cause I could never see myself getting that into either of them. For somebody else, however, they could be just as bad, or worse.

Every cat has got his rat.

I knew a guy, really sweet kid, who'd been smoking since he was fifteen. He couldn't stop even when he found out he had lung cancer, and he died at the age of twenty five. Anthony was his name.

As for alcohol, I spent many years working as a bartender and bar manager. I've seen what alcohol addiction can  do to people, and it ain't pretty.

Uh, oh... I sense an excuse to link to one of my blood-curdling, true stories:

http://home.comcast.net/~flightsuit/footlocker.html


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#77 2009-02-22 5:46 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Bren wrote:

justine wrote:

It's commendable that you're trying to quit, but post again when you've been clean for 5 or more years. 1 month is nothing for a crank fiend.

A few years ago, these two guys who I swear had to be narcs asked me if I knew where they could get any crank.

I tried to control my laughter as I replied, "No, I'm sorry, I don't know where you can find any 'crank.' If you weren't cops or just very indiscrete, I could tell you where to find crystal meth that's more potent than the finest, pharmaceutical grade amphetamines. I do not, however, have a current source for this 'crank' that you speak of."

justine wrote:

You are changing your circle of friends, aren't you?

I ran screaming from my circle of friends a long, long time ago.

Those few people who are important enough that they're still in my life are certainly not going to get the brush-off from me.

I know all too well what it feels like when good friends disappear.

You know, it doesn't matter what you call it, and you're old enough that i'm sure you've referred to it as crank at some point in your life. It's funny that you take issue with my terminology and not that i think a month is too short to be sharing in your happiness. IIRC correctly, this is at least the second time you've come to the forums and proclaimed you're quitting. I really do hope you quit this time, but i just don't trust anyone that uses.

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#78 2009-02-22 6:18 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Pariah wrote:

I would recommend going to.Narcotics Anonymous meetings. Not only is it great support but NA has some of the coolest people you could hope to meet.
Not stuffy like those AAers smile

I've seen what those NA people are like. They tend to be a somewhat younger, sexier demographic than, say, OA or AA, and without their drugs, they wind up with all this pent-up energy; steam they need to blow off somehow...

I'll be damned if I'm gonna let some clean 'n' sober, nineteen-year-old goth chick expend all her new-found vigor by compulsively copulating with me!


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#79 2009-02-22 6:29 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

wellfleation wrote:

You have to be stupid to even try meth, heroin, and a few other drugs.

In related news, I'm still smoking pot and loving it.

If you can't see the irony in the above statement, you're smoking too much.

If you ever have a chance, read Dr. Drew's book, "Cracked." Really good book, very compelling, honest, and scrupulously self-searching. More to the point, he has a lot to say about the role that marijuana tends to play in the average addict's personal history.


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#80 2009-02-22 6:41 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

As to this subject of vaporizers, don't even get me started! Back in the day, when I was still with my ex, whose nickname was "Superlungs," we were some vapin' mothacluckahs!

We had a few of those pricey vaporizers, and they're fine if you're not serious about getting high. What we liked to do is replace our bong's removable bowl...

You know, the kind that you lift up out of the bong in order to "carb" it?

...We'd replace that bowl with one that was, essentially, this enormous, glass cylinder. Then we'd dump maybe half of an eighth of weed in there, aim an industrial-grade heat gun down into the cylindrical bowl, and suck on that bong 'til was ready to implode.

The high you get that way is so far beyond the effects of a conventional vaporizer that it's almost frightening.


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#81 2009-02-22 7:03 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

justine wrote:

It's funny that you take issue with my terminology and not that i think a month is too short to be sharing in your happiness.

What, you expected me to argue? I've twice before quit using meth. The first time, I stayed off it for nine months. Unfortunately, I made up for it by smoking tons of weed, and I was also on Prozac and Wellbutryn (or was it Zoloft and Zyprexa? God, I don't even remember...), so I wasn't exactly drug free.

The second time I was clean for...  I dunno, a few weeks, I guess. My lover at the time agreed with me that we both missed frothing-at-the-mouth-sexual-deviant Bren, and that I should definitely relapse in order to get that aspect of my personality to return with all of its vim and vigor.

This time around, I'm not smoking pot, but I have been compulsively over-eating and taking far too many baths. As far as the sexual adventurin' goes, that just doesn't seem as important as it once did.

I'm more concerned with making sure my parents don't have to bury their only kid.



justine wrote:

... i just don't trust anyone that uses.

I know what you're saying, but such statements just make me bristle. Some of the finest human beings I've ever known have been drug addicts, and have not made me regret trusting them.

That's in general. If you're talking more about trusting what an addict tells you about their own relationship with their drug of choice and what they're doing about it, I can see how that would be another matter altogether.

I'm just saying I know a few tweakers and at least one junkie whose levels of personal strength, integrity, and courage are, well, humbling.


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#82 2009-02-22 7:10 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Bren wrote:

I'll be damned if I'm gonna let some clean 'n' sober, nineteen-year-old goth chick expend all her new-found vigor by compulsively copulating with me!

Damnation, here you...um...

::looks for nearest NA meeting::

::furiously::


What we liked to do is replace our bong's removable bowl...

Oh, now someone's likely out furiously looking for a huge glass cylinder... or 55-gal. drum.

Not sure you should've shared about getting a higher high. Ah well.


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#83 2009-02-22 7:24 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Oh, i meant trusting an addict, especially meth addicts, that say they quit. They are very good liars and can deceive anyone. I've only known one that ever stole from me, but his problem was more crack related.

You can take this for what it's worth, but i'd suggest therapy since you've not been successful twice already. I quit cold turkey with one relapse. Most people can't do that, and it hasn't been easy.

I really do hope this works out for you, though, so good luck.

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#84 2009-02-22 7:34 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Hey, I quit cold turkey cold turkey!


(when I became a veggie)


Aw, he's no fun, he fell right over.

Unless you become as little children, there's no way you will believe this crap.

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#85 2009-02-22 7:36 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

I realized today that I could never quit meat.


The recent medical controversy over whether vaccinations cause autism reveals a habit of human cognition—thinking anecdotally comes naturally, whereas thinking scientifically does not. -- Michael Shermer

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#86 2009-02-22 9:35 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

user wrote:

Hey, I quit cold turkey cold turkey!


(when I became a veggie)

http://homepage.mac.com/oatmeal/MAF/maxes/ldsmax.gif

::preps B-12 shot for user::

Here, this won't hurt [s]a bit[/s] much at all...


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#87 2009-02-23 7:20 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Chickenhawk wrote:

why should it be taxed less than alcohol or tobacco?

Alcohol and Tobacco taxes are way to tax the poor, who purchase those products (especially tobacco) far more often than the middle and upper class does.

We don't need to add Marijuana to that list.

Prime example - the Dems are increasing the Tobacco tax to pay for child health care.
IE - they are taxing the poor to pay for child health care.

How the smurf does that make sense?


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#88 2009-02-23 8:03 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

last time I checked, people don't need to drink or smoke.


The recent medical controversy over whether vaccinations cause autism reveals a habit of human cognition—thinking anecdotally comes naturally, whereas thinking scientifically does not. -- Michael Shermer

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#89 2009-02-23 9:17 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

And I don't think it is fair to say that only low-income people purchase alcohol and cigarettes.

Who buys all the wine and aged whiskeys and bourbons? The poor?

Who buys the fine cigars and cigarettes by the carton? The poor?

I, personally, don't think so and therefore don't agree with your claim resedit.

I would also like to see your source for the claim or at least the source for the numbers that you have used to support your claim.


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#90 2009-02-23 10:27 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Bren wrote:

We had a few of those pricey vaporizers, and they're fine if you're not serious about getting high.

I'm not sure what kind of vape you were using, but mine gets me more baked quickly and with less weed. Yes, I smoke the best high end stuff. But the point of a vaporizer is that it extracts just what you want, the THC. So I would imagine that even with mid-grade I will be getting a similar bake, maybe a lazier high? So far, however, the high is stronger and lasts longer. The taste is unbelievable. And I can take three quick hits and immediately walk up from the cellar not smelling of a thing, nothing. (I used to have to hate having to think about gum, washing my hands, and then still reeking of it.)

All ++++++++++++++


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#91 2009-02-23 10:37 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Holy smurf! It looks like I was right about our current economic crisis effecting legalization efforts in order to produce more tax revenue:

Speaking at a landmark press conference today, California Assemblyman Tom
Ammiano (D-San Francisco) introduced comprehensive legislation to tax and
regulate the commercial production and sale of cannabis in a manner
similar to alcohol.

"With the state in the midst of an historic economic crisis, the move
towards regulating and taxing marijuana is simply common sense. This
legislation would generate much needed revenue for the state, restrict
access to only those over 21, end the environmental damage to our public
lands from illicit crops, and improve public safety by redirecting law
enforcement efforts to more serious crimes", Assemblyman Ammiano said.
"California has the opportunity to be the first state in the nation to
enact a smart, responsible public policy for the control and regulation of
marijuana."

The proposal is the first marijuana legalization bill ever introduced in
California.

"It's time for California taxpayers to stop wasting money trying to
enforce marijuana prohibition, and to realize the tax benefits from a
legal, regulated market instead," said Dale Gieringer, director of
California NORML, a sponsor of the bill.

As introduced, Ammiano's measure would allow for the licensed production
and sale of cannabis to consumers age 21 and over. Licensed cultivators
would pay an excise tax of $50 per ounce of cannabis. In addition, the
proposal would impose a sales tax on commercial sales. (Ammiano's proposal
would not affect the state's medical marijuana law, allowing patients and
caregivers to grow their own medicine.)

If enacted, the measure would raise over $1 billion per year in state
revenue, according to an economic analysis by California NORML, available
online here: http://www.canorml.org/backgroun...

Ammiano's bill comes at a time of growing public support for legalizing
marijuana. A recent Zogby poll reported that nearly six in ten west coast
voters support taxing and regulating marijuana like alcohol. Faced with a
$40 billion budget deficit, other public officials have joined in
endorsing Ammiano's bill, including San Francisco Sheriff Mike Hennessy
and Betty Yee, a member of the State Board of Equalization, which oversees
collection of sales taxes.

Currently, tens of millions of dollars are paid annually in state and
local taxes by licensed distributors of medical marijuana. However, these
sales only represent a fraction of the overall statewide marijuana market.
"The millions of dollars raised each on the sales of medicinal cannabis is
only the tip of the iceberg," Gieringer said. "Kudos to Assemblyman
Ammiano for proposing a path-breaking bill that would benefit our economy,
safety and freedom by making marijuana a winning proposition for
California."

Sincerely,
The NORML Team


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#92 2009-02-24 2:04 am

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

wtf is going on here?
it doesn't matter if pot deserves to be legal.
it isn't.
you moderators need to think of new visitors. young visitors. parents.
i personally don't care...
but you're smurfing with Mac|Life the magazine by letting this go on.
wow.

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#93 2009-02-24 2:57 am

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

bloomsday wrote:

wtf is going on here?
it doesn't matter if pot deserves to be legal.
it isn't.
you moderators need to think of new visitors. young visitors. parents.
i personally don't care...
but you're smurfing with Mac|Life the magazine by letting this go on.
wow.

*Koff*...

Staff is aware.


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#94 2009-02-24 11:49 am

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

oh.
the gods have spoken.
well, then the staff needs to pull its head out of its collective ass.
does this staff have anybody to answer to?
no? wow! interweb omnipotence!
all hail the people lucky enough to currently work there!

there are plenty of other sites to post pictures of controlled substances.
yeah this is in Unplugged...
so what.
threads about and pictures of being a meth-head or a stoner are not something I would want my son seeing on a Mac site.

yeah.  everybody hate on bloomsday. go ahead.  i couldn't care less.
but it is sad that i am the only one thinking about the magazine.
again before all you junkies go smurf...
i personally do not care what you do.
but let's see if the magazine publishes a review of pot grinders or tips on how to shoot your meth.

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#95 2009-02-24 2:26 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

bloomsday wrote:

but it is sad that i am the only one thinking about the magazine.

confused


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#96 2009-02-24 3:25 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

bloomsday wrote:

oh.
the gods have spoken.
well, then the staff needs to pull its head out of its collective ass.
does this staff have anybody to answer to?
no? wow! interweb omnipotence!
all hail the people lucky enough to currently work there!

there are plenty of other sites to post pictures of controlled substances.
yeah this is in Unplugged...
so what.
threads about and pictures of being a meth-head or a stoner are not something I would want my son seeing on a Mac site.

yeah.  everybody hate on bloomsday. go ahead.  i couldn't care less.
but it is sad that i am the only one thinking about the magazine.
again before all you junkies go smurf...
i personally do not care what you do.
but let's see if the magazine publishes a review of pot grinders or tips on how to shoot your meth.

Jeesh, your avatar is appropriate. PUSH THAT BUTTON NOW.

There is nothing happening here that is illegal or against the law. Is it against the law to discuss your opinion, or do you need to approve?

Your position is ridiculous. This is exactly where this type of thing should be discussed, this section of the Forums - read the title description. I "care [about the] magazine!" This is simply a veil as what you really mean is that YOU do not approve in the subject matter and therefore the subject should not be discussed because of the children? I think there are much worse things on the internet that kids are reading, listening to, and looking at. Maybe these children should be supervised by their parents instead of policed by YOU.

What politics are we allowed to discuss? What about sex? Death? What else doesn't fit in your square world? 

Okay, lets have it your way and just talk about Macs & PCs ONLY. No, thats' what the magazine is for you say? Well then you would be correct. The magazine has established this site so that users who share similar likes/dislikes for Macs can come together under this premiss and share different thoughts, some of which you may not like. Not realizing this after 4,000 posts is simply, well, pathetic.

Get off your moral high horse.


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#97 2009-02-24 5:37 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

my posts aren't about politics.
i don't care what any of you choose to do.
i don't care about your or any other poster's opinion.
i would hope you all have better things to concern yourselves with besides my view.

get off my high horse? how about getting off your jack-ass? how about smurf off?
my point refers to what is appropriate for Mac|Life's website & magazine.
i look forward to my son's introduction to the world of Apple.
i don't want to have to try to explain to him what any of this has to do with a Mac|Life.
i couldn't. 
because it doesn't have anything to do with Mac|Life.

lest you all go junkie on me...
i'll say it for a fourth time.
i don't care what you people do.

and now something for the suggestion box...
how about calling the magazine MacDrugAddict?
somebody get Future US Inc. on the phone!
they'll love it!

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#98 2009-02-24 7:25 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Wow!


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#99 2009-02-24 8:03 pm

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Re: Since I just mentioned my use of illegal drugs in another thread...

Ok, this looks like as good a time as any to lock this thread.

Bren, good luck with quitting. Everyone here is hoping you're successful this time. The rest of you, go to your room. tongue

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